Far from positive,
Don’t think I’ll get over it.
You shed me and left me broken
Despite what you said I lost my faith in comity.
‘Cause I’ve been holding this front for too many days,
While inside I refrain to say I decay.
‘Cause I’m not okay, no I’m not okay.
You’re miles away, but still your voice dwells in my head.
You’ll never know how much this drained me.
You’re stuck in here again,
Caught between my bones and my skin.
‘Cause now I feel like a placeholder,
I wish you’d never stepped foot in my heart.
If only I could move forward.
Promised things that I could never really keep.
Need to close myself off for my own sake.
Move on and build new walls that you will never break in,
‘Cause all that remains is grief and the void you left.
The void you left.
It’s like a distant voice that I can’t seem to forget.
I can’t run away from what we’ve been.
I’ll just scream and sulk in these four walls that I call my head,
Just know that you’ve lost a friend.
released July 24, 2016
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